i don't know why but the more i move up in life the more i act and feel like a complete stroke victim. my head keeps hurting i can't act normal with other people i can bbarrely talk correctly without slurring my words i barelly know how to write and read i have horrible hand cordination i keep running into things and hurting myself i can't hold something without dropping it after i stop looking at it and i can barrely do basic math. i want to say that i'm slowely going braindead but i'm barrely 20 years old so idk wtf is wrong with me